A loooong and windiiiiing roooooaddd…

Sometimes I don't know whether to write about things or not, because my brain is ever-moulding itself and making new connections, leading me to re-think thoughts I had before, re-forming them into new theories and ideas. We are biological entities and our brains work like that when we give them sufficient energy. In recovery, my … Continue reading A loooong and windiiiiing roooooaddd…

Fine dining

I haven't gone into huge detail about eating and food, because all people think when they hear the term 'eating disorder' is of course eating and food. I've already expressed my prefence to rename my illness as something like 'extreme anxiety and super-doom with compulsive thoughts and behaviours' (might need work?), and thus I have … Continue reading Fine dining

I am the Crying Lady of Helsinki

I cry a lot these days. I have named myself the Great Crying Phenomenon of 2018, among other things. I know better than to wear non-waterproof make-up when leaving my house. My pockets are full of stained tissues. Blue, turquoise, some black. They're eye shadow stains. I cry in therapy, I cry in shops, at … Continue reading I am the Crying Lady of Helsinki